Sunday, 13 April 2014

Set my mind free

I cnt remember when is the last time I wrote here..
It is totally ironic.. I m quite afraid to visit here..
afraid to see the old one of me..

How optimistic I had been.. How passionate am I and holding hope to spend my every single day.. 
Not dare to face the real one of me who is deeply buried in me..

Stop lie.. cut the crap.. we are not going back..
We are not the old ourselves anymore..
My passionate.. My motivation.. My goal..
Everything gone and changed..
Even me myself dun know what I m persuading for..

Tuesday, 11 December 2012

time..STOP run!!

haiz~i nid a kind of medicine..
after take it, no nid to slp..
even no balck circle on my face..
i nid a kind of medicine..
after take it , i cn eat nth n my gastric pain wont act up..
i nid a kind of medicine..
after take it..i m expert to everything..

final week is cuming..
a tone of thingss haven finish yet..
oh my smurf..
who can help me get rid of these..> <"

i wanna run away :(
home sick........

Wednesday, 5 December 2012

am i the only one?

people doubts cos they r insecure..
so do i..
and it make me lost many things that i appreciate a lot..
again and again..
over and over again..

yup..when u hold something in ur hand..u cnt feel it..
after it lost or escape from u..thn u know how sad is tat feeling..
will there be someday..
do u have a same mind with me..?
i thk

Saturday, 24 November 2012

saY chEEse and SMILE :)

"silence and smile are two powerful tool~
smile is a way to solve many problems and
silence is a way to avoid many problems.."

i choose to be silence..
many ppl wondering why i dun like to smile..
cos i hav to keep my smile for those are meaning a lot to me and also those i appreciate..
just a way to let them proud to be someone special for me..

p.s coming week will gonna be busy~busy..busy..xD

Wednesday, 21 November 2012

the BAD guy

I learnt the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my feelings,
even I respect theirs..
being a good person doesn't guarantee that others will be a good people too.
you only have control over urself and how u choose to be as a person.

as for others, you can only choose to accept them or walk away....
I totally agree with this..before this..
when facing those people who i dun like,
always unhappy & angry with their habit..behaviors..
can not understand their purpose..
bt it is totally none of my business n i dun noe why i always unhappy with those things tat are totally unrelated with me..
n then, i choose to walk away..
now i realized..even i walked away..the problem still there..
never and ever cn found a way to solve..

i just sicked to be the BAD guy..
i just tired to be the person who others always blame on..
i m i just dun like to act..