I cnt remember when is the last time I wrote here..
It is totally ironic.. I m quite afraid to visit here..
afraid to see the old one of me..
How optimistic I had been.. How passionate am I and holding hope to spend my every single day..
Not dare to face the real one of me who is deeply buried in me..
Stop lie.. cut the crap.. we are not going back..
We are not the old ourselves anymore..
My passionate.. My motivation.. My goal..
Everything gone and changed..
Even me myself dun know what I m persuading for..